Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Jo - 6 weeks old!


Revive?

Is it possible to come back to this blog after years without it?

Josephine joined us 6-weeks ago yesterday. Knowing she is (in all likelihood) our last baby has shifted my personal experience of the entire pregnancy and our first few weeks together. I'm more eager to get back to my body, reading, the things that make me feel like a real person, not just a mom. I'm more reluctant to speak ill of our experiences, since this is our third pregnancy, our third baby, and both stages have been incredibly kind to me. We have THREE healthy, beautiful, kind babies. Our newborn wakes up 1-2 times a night. She's so gentle.

Now, when I think about the future, I have a freedom that was unimaginable before. When we had Alice and Barrow, we didn't know whether we would leave NYC. I had to work full-time. We weren't sure if we were going to have another baby. But our lives are very different now. I have more flexibility with work than I have ever had. We don't live in NYC, and actually have the chance to explore a different kind of life. We have family help, and can lean on more community than before.

Also, it is almost New Year's, so of course I have a billion resolutions swimming around in my head. Pushing my kids to be more independent. Keeping track of our money better. Organizing my digital self. Limiting my digital self. Working out. Finding more time for myself. Getting out of the house more. Cut myself a break a whole lot more often. Etc. Etc. Etc.

What if I commit to do one thing every day in January? Is that even feasible? When I think about carving out time for myself, I worry about getting laundry done, about cleaning our apartment, about working. But I look on with admiration as Michael just declares what he will do to be alone. The other day, he woke up, came upstairs, and then got the paper and said he was having breakfast downstairs (which meant alone). Why don't I do this too?

And Josephine cries...

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Our First Overnight !

Lent

I have a million resolutions floating in my head this year. I like Lent because it offers a short timeframe with which to commit to some behavior change. Some ideas:

* Wake up before the kids so I can have some quiet time alone every day.

* Stop eating after the kids go to bed.

* GO TO THE GYM TWICE A WEEK.

* Turn off technology! No phone between 8 and 8.

* Only one screen at a time.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Things I Want to Do

Immediately. Because the children are resting.
- Cook up a veggie chili recipe to freeze for another night.
- Start the laundry.
- Clean the playroom.
- Take the rugs out into the hallway and clean 'em.

So. Much. Cleaning.

Monday, February 17, 2014

Snow Day

Spent a great day with the kids! Well, great after about 11 am... Cooked dinner with Alice using the slow cooker, played with Snap Circuits, played in the snow in Central Park, and relaxed in the playroom.